10.03.2002

Here goes another short one:

Your essence surrounds me,
you overtake my mind,
i'm held captive in your hand,
with every smile,,
my eyes draw to a sinful close,
your inviting words swathed my core,
and my reverence swelled inside,
our analogous thirst,
a reticent intimation,
mending all my intusions.

10.02.2002

Yet another quick one:

You have appeared,
How did you know,
you were everything I need,
our eyes met, hearts set ablaze,
you came to save my soul,
I became a skeptic and you,
made me believe in fate,
and surrendering to the sky.

9.30.2002

I discovered a poem I had written awhile ago in my book. So instead of distracting myself from homework, i'm going to use it for my daily poem even tho in a way it's cheating! :

You'd never have me,
Take me away,
Fold me in your arms,
I wished for your affection,
though I know your ways,
how could you stay still long enough,
to allow my hands to capture your heart?
the impossibility aches,
what happened to the feelings we exchanged?
all the lovely things you said,
when I see you next,
will it all come rushing back,
could I make your heart stop in place?
and all the thoughts I have for you,
will become obvious,
and i'll search your dramatic eyes,
for all I hope to find,
but what if it's all a dream,
i'll lose so much happiness,
i've built around touching your face,
it could all be erased easily,
if you've found someone else,
you'd never pause for me,
why can't I be the one you're waiting for?
nothing comes without complications,
I can't force you to be with me.

9.29.2002

I know i'm supposed to try and post something I've written each day, but I haven't had the time or the sudden rush of words to do so.
I'm ignoring the looming pile of homework and studying I should be doing, so maybe i'll concentrate on passing college instead of having fun! Not likely.
I haven't written anything today.. so i'm just gonna see what I can come up with right here on the spot. All I can say is the past three days have been completely chocked full of fun, hugs and Ice Cream! I love my friends here!! :

I left the world behind,
settled into suspicion,
caught the wind on my tongue,
tasted what it felt like to be free,
realized the propinquity I craved was littered with obstinate obstacles,
resurfaced with resonance,
I'm looking at you with fresh eyes,
the rise and fall of my existence lies in the palm of my hands,
the arduous emotion drawn from solitude I can bear,
impassioned by my strength,
I will discover the adulation you cannot provide.