3.15.2006

If I don’t have you,
How will I ever know myself?
Could you come perambulating?
And I will take you in,
Return to me, you can’t stay gone forever,
What if you do?
What will become of me?
I’ll just fade into the background,
Never shine like I could beside you,
i left my heart at your last show,
a year ago september,
you rose and I fell,
she was watching,
and I’ll never hear goodbye,
the way I wanted to,
even if I fought, would I still lose?
Is it worse for us to end this way?
I am here,
Whittling away,
Giving up easy,
You were never a quick catch,
Wandering somewhere alone,
Avoiding attention,
While I’m pouring my heart into effort,
That you ignore.
Why should I bother?
you won’t throw me a reason,
Feeling so inclined to let you be,
Forget the way you make me feel,
So swollen by your misdirection.
How you’ve undermined my intentions,
As far as I can manage to get from you now,
Show me your cold shoulder,
It’ s better for me,
Sick of trying to prove,
How good I am for you,
Baby we’re done.