2.08.2005

All thoughts lost,
When looking in your eyes,
Blood runs heavy in my cheeks,
When I’m under your arms,
I’m in the safest place,
Finally finding home,
With you,
Discovering a deeper trust,
I never believed,
Wanting you always near,
Never been like this,
always needed only myself,
but I weakened for you.
I have to know everything,
Can’t keep me in suspense, it kills me,
So far, so long the hours seem,
I’m trying to keep myself preoccupied,
Impatience gets the better of me,
This imminent calling,
Cannot wait to have you here,
This bitter need to take you in,
If repetition replaced,
I couldn’t stay,
It’s fetching, daunting, desiring, alluring, inescapable, rushing, folding, falling,
Frequency embedded,
Must have it all, or grant me nothing,
Can’t stand to want you the way I do,
So addicting, refreshing, repulsing,
The essence of my vitality,
Lighting my spirit,
Setting me ignited,
Peel myself away,
from you so,
magnetic, unguarded, unbound,
poisoning my thoughts, my mind,
with your temptuous disposition.