12.22.2004

Can't stand to hear it,
Not your voice again,
I'm on a rampage, attacking all pieces of you left behind,
Soon there will be nothing left,
It feels so good to be free from your fair-weather behavior,
You know I missed your touch,
selfishness got the better of you,
Thinking of me first,
I wish you could have,
Buying time until I broke the code,
Now I know your secrets pouring out,
Hush hush up, don't let me catch on,
You don't want me to get gone,
Wondered why I got no reply,
You can't keep me on the sly,
Everlasting light, you're slowly dying,
Litigate your malevolent side,
What gives you the drive?
To mess with my mind.
Maybe things would be different
If I stayed with you
But I finally believe,
We were never meant to be,
All the lies people are saying,
They feel like truths,
You're just here to disappear,
Forget the past, we've evolved too far from that,
You know I was sorry,
I've felt you sinking for so long,
What do you want from me now?
Since you've been wishing me away,
Now you want me?
Even though I've wanted you back all this time,
You're not running as deep as through me,
Can't stand the things I'm hearing you've done,
Hate to believe them to be true,
But I have this ugly feeling,
You aren't the way you used to,
Pulling me in your undertow,
i can't refuse you,
no matter how strong the salt stings.