Just another,
Wind your words around me,
Stretch your feelings and deceive with your inaction,
Have I become just a pawn?
Falling into a trap, taking a number while I wait in line,
For a dial tone, for disappointment,
Made to believe fate had a hand,
This fictive fairytale,
Is the error out of contrivance?
Finger reflected back at me,
A covetous defect,
Too long derelict,
Veiled neatly,
Staged impermeableness,
Are you buying my performance?
I’d like your attention please.

Play me like a fiddle,
I’ve been a fool,
Trying to mould myself for you,
Arguing with my intentions,
Filling my head with sexy scenarios,
Believing that you want what’s underneath,
Not a fingerprint to convict,
You reach right in,
I omit my precept to feel the thrill,
Initially a repugnant rival,
Now rescinded and penchant requited
Confusing you with a proclivity of distaste.
Inculcate my improper translations,
Bury the vacillation.

Time to update this ancient blog!

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Removed myself from memory’s way,
All the sites we sunk into,

I’ve pushed all my emotions to the farthest reaches,
Stronger without knowing of your existence,

But at the mention of your name,
I falter, I fold,

Aware of how little I can do,
To reach you,

Like a spell that I’ve been put under,
Enduring only for you.