Yes I remember,
Every whispered word,
Every kiss and broken promise,
Your words don’t mean shit anymore,
Now you’ve taken everything,
We built and burned it to the ground
Is she really worth wearing me down?
And it’s so serious now,
Losing my mind, left in the dark,
Omitted so much I needed to hear,
Never predicted you’d fall so fast so deep,
My hope revoked,
Here I go, the window, just to feel,
so bled, so dry, so many questions why,
no rise, no smile for sunset,
I hate to want her to hurt you,
But I can taste vengeance,
Laid thick on my tongue.
Failed to keep you,
Can’t be a weapon to defeat you,
So much I needed to say,
But I can’t form the words,
Given no opportunity,
I’m so wrong,
I can’t erase the stupid things I never meant.
You’ll never comprehend the significance,
The tremendous pounding of blood speeding through my veins,
Every time I sensed you in the room.
I try to disguise how embittered I am.
Never felt so unwelcome inside myself.