10.02.2005

Seeing you, when I first met you,
Something inside your eyes drawing me in,
Imagining what we could be,
You’ve evolved and parted with your ways,
You and I alike,
My mind plagued with thoughts that you wrestled,
These things I’ve thought, slipped when spoken,
I’ve been appending.
Dizzy with temptation,
ignoring the signs that
you and I might be meant to be,
we’re the only ones still standing.
I am coming home to you
The pleasure of knowing your face.
I’m sorry I’m like this,
You should know,
What you dug your hands into,
my world works in rewind,
meet you, lose you, love you,
believe me, don’t flee from me,
you had a long time ago,
lets return the past,
exchange it for new,
I promise to,
Wouldn’t you choose to?
Never thought you’d shut the window,
Maybe she’s got something to be worried about,
A crooked smile, my crooked style
I will love you even after life.
How many people have hated life?
Had no one?
I’m trying my best to be happy,
I’m faking it,
Keep breaking it,
My lonely soul,
I lost my heart to battle,
Thought I had a complacent ending,
The outlook’s bleak,
There’s no vitality,
Every mission’s failing,
Empathy befriended me,
On my own,
I get tired,
I’m getting smaller,
Where will I be?
Envy lives that I can’t live,
Stars are fading in my sky,
Almost hopeless,
Send me a reason to stay,
In this place I’m down,
Sick of struggling,
There will always be someone better.
I can’t find myself.
Mess me up a little more
Just don’t leave me hanging on for nothing.
They’re all the same story
Misadventures, mistakes,
Thieves steal hearts too,
Good luck escaping easy,
Warm nights, incandescent moments,
Never forgotten, bringing despair,
A scar can run deep on the inside,
Bleed every time you appear,
A kiss can hold such power,
Render memories as sharp as knives,
Reminiscing igniting the lost emotions,
A reminder of how alive we are,
Goodbyes we never meant,
I get so angry, it makes me sick,
But I keep it silent,
Don’t want you to know how you get to me,
I swear I’m over you,
Praying for a distracting attraction,
Somebody to save me,
From forever your fool.