3.14.2003

seeing what i looked from so far up so close,
the picture paints itself more divine,
is it fooling me?
is this a conspiracy, can it be real?
feels like I never missed a day,
even if I found the words to describe,
could I use them to their best?
loneliness & emptiness has dispersed,
what's left for me to use?
i'm heading back to where i belong,
but will you come along?

3.10.2003

this is the way your heart speaks to me,
all the right things you've learned before,
refreshing to find a face you can trust,
a gentle soul,
and my ridiculous grin won't win me anything,
a level of comfort that never existed present,
streams of stories while happiness found a place inside me,
an unexplainable bliss, first rush i've felt like this,
the formation of an idea you won't change on me,
what more is there to say.