Leaving the country, leaving you behind,
i hope that in your head,
your brain keeps ticking,
like every minute without me is a nightmare,
you can't breathe, you feel the weight digging in,
your lungs are collapsing,
i look better than you remember,
than you've imagined in your mind,
falling, folding, kneeling, holding.....

This is kinda new, but I’m going to recommend some of my fav songs here. I hope you all enjoy them as much as I do. P.S – NO laughing!

Time Spent Driving – Rain on Sundays/If the Fault Fits/Sleep and Matchbooks/Flicker
Tori Amos – Siren/Northern Lad/IIEEE/Hey Jupiter
Incubus – Echo/I Miss You
Matchbox 20 – Bright Lights,
Alkaline Trio – Blue in the Face/If We Never Go Outside
Beyonce – Me, Myself & I
Bic Runga – Sway
Bright Eyes – I Watched You Taking Off
Burning Airlines – Pacific 231
Coldplay – The Scientist
Emm Gryner – Boy Races/Serenade
Fiona Apple – Never is A Promise
Garbage – Milk/Push it
Holly McNarland – Elmo/Porno Mouth/Dallas
Janet Jackson – If
Jawbreaker – Jet Black
Jets to Brazil – Sea Anemone/Sweet Avenue
Joe Budden Feat. Busta Rhymes – Fire
Julie Doiron – So Fast/The Best Thing for Me
Last Days of April – The Days I Recall Being Wonderful/I’m Calm Now/All Will Break/Slow Down
Limblifter – Ariel Vs Lotus/Tinfoil
Mad Caddies – Any song!
Madonna – Love Profusion/Material Girl/Express Yourself/Like A Prayer
Mars Volta – Concertina
Mary J Blige Feat. Eve – Not Today
Matt Good – ahh pretty much anything!
Michelle Branch – Breathe/Tuesday Morning/Are You Happy Now
Missy Elliot – Dog in Heat
Mya - Fallen (remix)
No Doubt – It’s My Life/Don’t Let Me Down
Open Hand – Time To Talk/11th Street
Sarah McLachlan – Fallen
Saves the Day – (everything off Stay Where You Are)/Hold/Tomorrow Too Late/Driving in the Dark/Wednesday the Third
Sheryl Crow – The First Cut is the Deepest/I Shall Believe
Silverchair – ANY
Sleater Kinney – Anything off “One Beat”
Rise Against – Like the Angel
Strung Out – Cemetery
Swingin Utters – Next In Line/As You Start Leaving
Taking Back Sunday – You’re So Last Summer
Tamia Feat Talib Kweli – Officially Missing You (remix)
Thursday – ANY
The Get Up Kids – Close to Me/Mass Pike
The New Amsterdams – Hanging On For Hope/Worse For the Wear

Leave me here with my remarks,
It’s a fool’s playground,
This world,
You all look the same,
Sound the same, move the same way,
Play the same games,
Brush me away, save your distaste for the next day,
None of this makes any sense,
Your defensiveness,
A little problem you can’t fix,
A little pain and you get your kicks,
How funny is it really?
Abandoning what you can’t control,
What happened to fighting for what you want?
You just sit back and watch it blow past,
Emotions unfamiliar, you’re suppressing,
Do you really think it doesn’t show?
What keeps you keep up this charade?
I’ll stay indoors and wait for you to burn in the sun,
Maybe someday you’ll discover,
Why it is you suffer so discreetly,
Not an enviable place to be,
How does it feel to deprive yourself?
I couldn’t understand anyone,
With your mentality,
Dysfunctional, fucked up,
How does it feel to be looked at like that?

I was looking for someone to waste away with,
Oh but you wouldn’t do, you wouldn’t have it,
Fooled me for awhile, but hiding’s never easy,
It all comes out after time,
Like a curse you turned out to be,
just my luck, it never changes,
So here’s the end, hope we never meet again,
No I’m not pretending, I’m really fine,
An apology would be nice,
But I would never expect so much of you,
All I really wanted was to find someone,
I could fade into, blend like the sand,
There was a home for you here,
but now there’s no room, I’m full of substitution,
someone show me the world in all it’s blazing glory,
all I need’s a smile, it can last me for awhile,
I choked on the smoke when you burnt out,
I’m not on your side,
It’s a choice you made,
I don’t have to live with the regret,
How much relief did you find?
Did you get gratification from seeing me break?