Feeling your presence surrounding me
Your warmth behind me
Trying to sway with you
Wishing you a little closer
Until distance disappears
What I put away resurfaced to find me
Rosy with temptation
If I could persuade your lips
An embrace bursting bliss
Always close to something
Never leading me quite near enough
Every visible indication lies
I’m so unsure
I want to see beneath your emotive eyes
Answer your questions of curiosity
i’d promise you the skies would never fold,
under pressing steps of heavy feet,
only to hear your intense professing,
you're everything i've been searching for.

these things you've shown me,
i do carry them with me,
everywhere i'm seeing,
what i should have,
in red and blue,
i wish i could give to you,
all i have to last are memories,
are you listening to the sound,
my world crashing,
i guess you've changed but i remained the same,
seeing the beauty within the circumstances,
one day you will recognize the light,
that dawned on us,
we were untouchable and sturdy,
i'm sorry i got scared,
such a short ride to reality,
don't let me fall alone,
i know you're smarter than you seem,
i want the safety of your love,
how can i acquire what i came for,
you're not willing,
my hands are unwelcome,
how could i?
use this selfish deviance,
i demand your confession,
how much you've been holding back ,
unleash the passion you've built up for me.

Maybe I can start another life,
I told you what I came to say,
I thought I couldn’t be brought down,
Always imagined you’d be an easy one to catch,
You’d be there for me when I was ready,
But you informed I was too late,
Had it in the back of my mind,
But I didn’t want it to be true,
I’ve lived without you,
I didn’t want to continue alone,
You’re a strong believer,
everything happens for a reason,
I disagree,
Now I feel I delved too far,
Gave myself away without delay,
Can I put an end to missing you?
I could use some good news,
On this bitter day,
I turned another year older, and I feel 85,
Everything should be glowing,
but all I feel is what I’ve lost and what I’m longing for,
I finally know what I want,
And it’s so far out of reach,
Maybe I don’t like who you’ve changed into,
But it doesn’t affect the amount I’ve felt for you,
I hope my words rest you assure,
time without end, undying I cared.