10.19.2002

A week full of adventurous activities and endless possibilities!!

One lasting longing look,
drawn up tall before me,
stands with an outstretched hand,
to greet me with affection,
a darkened delicate whisper,
a hushed hello on the hint of a sweet breeze,
circling the laps, outlining your core,
you spoke,
a slight arise in the bluest skies,
held in the swirl of your kiss,
wrapping it's arms around me,
alluring, inviting,
a precise persuasion to contentment,
rendering responses replaying,
reminiscess of a dreary day.

~*~

it's just us,
bound by the bitterness,
prelude to the restlessness,
the confusion of my pounding heart,
inside this cage,
behind the tranquil waves of rage,
my escape from your receeding stage.

~*~

A lingering possibility,
i'd care to endure,
pursuing one path to discover,
your passion that lies somewhere inside,
carefree, you've been everywhere,
i'd like to wake up, whisked away,
so how come i still can't find you,
I found a flawless loss,
why haven't i won this game that's begun,
without consequence it seems,
you've acquired all my dreams,
my luck's been long since burried deep,
you stole the ease from my sleep,
I created this unhappiness,
for you and I to revoke the bliss,

10.15.2002

Back in Oakville, thank god, things are back to normal.

One Caress,
My shoulder to your chest,
the pale winter in your eyes,
I tried to hold on to an instant,
silently swept me by,
here's to the endearing embraces,
my nervous lips and your expressions while you sleep

....

I was bewildered at the sight,
I sensed the coming words,
as cold as they are,
those nights stain my skin,
I thought the worst was over,
imagine the surprise,
hit me from behind,
my euphoric glow died,
the dereliction emerged,
contained in my tired eyes,
the falling answers,
a fresh forming dismay,
derived from your incinerating discourse,
you knew every step you placed,
the privation I endured,
I heightened you beyond the sun,
I told everyone,
the mysteries you'd undone,
the marathon's you'd outrun,
I made myself a fool for your deception,
it's getting late now,
but i can't forget your face.