I hit the trigger to turn your toxicity on,
Where in the night did I find it?
The first could be no mistake,
If I found myself in your arms twice
Finally released, I felt at ease enough to be me,
You seemed pleased until the light licked your window.
What wore off in two hours time?
Grant me mercy, toss me a clue,
What instantaneously changed you?
From entertaining my lips to recovering from the blade of your sharp-edged tongue.
You held me tightly,
but I awoke shivering from your imprudence.
Were there words that displeased you?
As soon as I allowed myself to let you in,
you morphed into this monster.
It’s the unwarranted actions that bruise me,
I can’t forget the way it felt to be pressed against you,
There are no breaks,
only loss after loss for nice girls like me.

i'm not one to disguise my feelings,
I could tell in your tone,
it hung heavy in the air,
I left my mind on your lips,
unaware of anything but your touch,
and being ajoined by legs locked together,
last night,
my mind can't stop meandering back,
I couldn't stay for fear of where my hands would lead me,
i'm wishing to prolong the moment and our mingling heat,
in my head i'm crawling underneath your covers and your comforting arm,
every melody becomes our rhythm
and the rise before I crash into you,
i'll keep your kiss with me,
until the urgency strikes us again.