Here I am with my heart on my sleeve,
Holding it out to you,
And you shut me down,
Give me reasons kuz I don’t understand,
Every sign you give me is a go ahead,
That you wouldn’t mind being mine,
But I lay my pride on the line,
Only for you to decline,
The way you look at me makes me believe differently,
Like there’s a story hiding,
Contradicting words with your actions,
I can’t count on anything but confusion,
When will this torture end?
Truths reveal themselves so I can just move past,
I’m trying so hard to show you,
Who we could be together,
But you’re shying away.
Do you embrace your darkness?
Revel in your pain?
Kuz I am the remedy,
Ready to take you somewhere you’ve never been.
I don’t know what you want from me.
All the effort that I’m making,
To save you from your sorrow,
Seems so desecrate.

How long will it take
For your heart to heal?
Loan mine out to you,
You can keep it like a secret,
if you like how it feels,
can you push aside your pain
to make room for me?
Am I wrong to assume what I see before me is real?
I can’t continue to contain myself,
On the verge of spilling everything,
And you see how untied I’ve become,
First time finding it’s not a waste of time to wait,
Guilty of giving too much to a taker,
You’re hollowed out,
But she still finds a solution to drain you dry.

Putting an end to my ambivalence
All I see is you,
and the light in my eye flickers,
knowing I’ve found you,
in a sea of unfamiliar faces,
it’s yours I long to caress,
take hold of in my hands,
the lines and creases,
I’m learning this language,
As fast as I can process,
Your elegant imperfection,
how it makes me ache to love you,
while I fall I’m afraid to let go,
incase you change your mind,
you could be mine,
what is it that imprisons you?