Figures it takes a whole lotta shitty luck to make me start writing again....
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My heart just exploded,
Sadness attack,
You just abandoned me again,
Prolong my destruction,
You know it well,
How it wears my happiness into shreds,
I won’t remember our good,
When I’m past recovery,
Will you deal with this?
I am matches,
Once I start I can never stop,
Addiction junkie,
Aching to escape,
From all that ails me,
Try to heal me with a soft I love you,
But it’s just a band aid,
Temporary fix, you asphyxiate me,
My obsession to suit your idea of perfection,
But my best is never good enough,
Running myself into the ground to become your everything,
Why is that my objective?
I’ve been so hollow for so long,
Why the sudden rush of substance now?
Always locking away the feeling,
Never could bear to taste the sting,