My heart is in conflict.
My mind is caught in fantasy.
You are a parade, a beautiful wave crashing through my head.
Heavy imprints, your feet leave.

I'm healing, I'm seething.
It's you I see through the debris.

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All the idle time you must have now.
So much to say, you don't deserve to hear.
Would you even pay heed?
That's right, you couldn't.
The effort that you let slip,
when your tongue swelled in your mouth.
Skewered by your silence.
I can take it.
With my endless empathy.
Where's my fucking apology?
How dare I expect you to evolve.
What a crime, to care.
Let down by all the same mistakes.
How dare I ask you to change.