It seems I can't go a day without hurting someone, one day maybe i'll learn from my mistakes. Here's another poem:

Past the initial sting,
beyond the stage of loneliness,
I am healing,
it won't be long,
regaining my balance,
pushing away from the sorrow,
for a slight second my heart ached,
learning to be strong again,
I left you at the table,
where I let my cards fall,
slid into oblivion,
for once it felt nice,
emotion took hold,
I was lost for a moment,
I found the solace,
saved everything I am,
savoured a succulent thought,
I can ignore now,
I hope one day,
you'll dream of reaching for me,
and I won't reach back,
tell me how good it feels,
maybe then you'll understand.