A week full of adventurous activities and endless possibilities!!

One lasting longing look,
drawn up tall before me,
stands with an outstretched hand,
to greet me with affection,
a darkened delicate whisper,
a hushed hello on the hint of a sweet breeze,
circling the laps, outlining your core,
you spoke,
a slight arise in the bluest skies,
held in the swirl of your kiss,
wrapping it's arms around me,
alluring, inviting,
a precise persuasion to contentment,
rendering responses replaying,
reminiscess of a dreary day.

~*~

it's just us,
bound by the bitterness,
prelude to the restlessness,
the confusion of my pounding heart,
inside this cage,
behind the tranquil waves of rage,
my escape from your receeding stage.

~*~

A lingering possibility,
i'd care to endure,
pursuing one path to discover,
your passion that lies somewhere inside,
carefree, you've been everywhere,
i'd like to wake up, whisked away,
so how come i still can't find you,
I found a flawless loss,
why haven't i won this game that's begun,
without consequence it seems,
you've acquired all my dreams,
my luck's been long since burried deep,
you stole the ease from my sleep,
I created this unhappiness,
for you and I to revoke the bliss,

Back in Oakville, thank god, things are back to normal.

One Caress,
My shoulder to your chest,
the pale winter in your eyes,
I tried to hold on to an instant,
silently swept me by,
here's to the endearing embraces,
my nervous lips and your expressions while you sleep

....

I was bewildered at the sight,
I sensed the coming words,
as cold as they are,
those nights stain my skin,
I thought the worst was over,
imagine the surprise,
hit me from behind,
my euphoric glow died,
the dereliction emerged,
contained in my tired eyes,
the falling answers,
a fresh forming dismay,
derived from your incinerating discourse,
you knew every step you placed,
the privation I endured,
I heightened you beyond the sun,
I told everyone,
the mysteries you'd undone,
the marathon's you'd outrun,
I made myself a fool for your deception,
it's getting late now,
but i can't forget your face.

I'm at home in Bracebridge, being here reminds me of why I was so eager to leave in the first place.

A million times,
the stars have burst,
you set them aflame,
i fell for your false promises,
you've been found guilty,
why do you walk in and out of my life,
when you tell me i'm a lovely breeze,
you disappear like you've been caught in a hurricane,
what's wrong with me,
to make you up and leave,
lie to me and fill me with hope,
whisper sweetly and wrap me in your arms,
in the morning run for your life,
what have i done to be so deserving,
you're careless, how could you be so blind,
can't you make up for what's been lost,
still no word you keep me dangling,
how cruel and unkind you must be.

and yet another:

What does your enthusiasm mean?
we can never be, you said,
but now you can't wait,
a hurried invitation,
does it access your heart?
what changed inside,
have you realized what we've become?
are you letting your heart lead?
will i fall once again,
even if it's wrong,
why do i feel so contrite,
dreaming of reaching,
those lips again,
the flushing of my cheeks,
from the invasion of tempting reminders,
how can you deny,
when i see it clearly,
i'm waiting for the words,
and the moment to arise.

Sorry for the delay, being bedridden and sleeping takes up too much time:

Riding high on an aspiring axis
A failed fire that lies
Deepened, digging a darker desperate dwelling
But you couldn’t memorize enough lines
I remain a fallen figure in your plotted ploy
False found a home imbedded within my skin
I conjured a confession from your courteous claims
Last light littered litigation left me longing
sick succulent situations sitting and seeming simple
retaining relevance, reaching redundant rapports
what wretched withering wounds need to repair
you refused to rest with ridiculous reasons rightly
weathered, worn with the wind, wrestling with the suggestion
where did I choose the same old beaten path
caked with the charcoal crimson chaotic confusion
emptiness unfolds and gesticulates towards me
suggested successions of sweet sullen sections
justify your vindictive procedures that leave me volatile


and I hate you for making me feel this way
can’t take a break to acknowledge my existence
playing, pretending, dressing up to be
then steps on my insides
I had fallen into a pit of flames
You came and I tumbled into the sweetest skies
Now I’m left in disarray

Here goes another short one:

Your essence surrounds me,
you overtake my mind,
i'm held captive in your hand,
with every smile,,
my eyes draw to a sinful close,
your inviting words swathed my core,
and my reverence swelled inside,
our analogous thirst,
a reticent intimation,
mending all my intusions.

Yet another quick one:

You have appeared,
How did you know,
you were everything I need,
our eyes met, hearts set ablaze,
you came to save my soul,
I became a skeptic and you,
made me believe in fate,
and surrendering to the sky.

I discovered a poem I had written awhile ago in my book. So instead of distracting myself from homework, i'm going to use it for my daily poem even tho in a way it's cheating! :

You'd never have me,
Take me away,
Fold me in your arms,
I wished for your affection,
though I know your ways,
how could you stay still long enough,
to allow my hands to capture your heart?
the impossibility aches,
what happened to the feelings we exchanged?
all the lovely things you said,
when I see you next,
will it all come rushing back,
could I make your heart stop in place?
and all the thoughts I have for you,
will become obvious,
and i'll search your dramatic eyes,
for all I hope to find,
but what if it's all a dream,
i'll lose so much happiness,
i've built around touching your face,
it could all be erased easily,
if you've found someone else,
you'd never pause for me,
why can't I be the one you're waiting for?
nothing comes without complications,
I can't force you to be with me.

I know i'm supposed to try and post something I've written each day, but I haven't had the time or the sudden rush of words to do so.
I'm ignoring the looming pile of homework and studying I should be doing, so maybe i'll concentrate on passing college instead of having fun! Not likely.

I haven't written anything today.. so i'm just gonna see what I can come up with right here on the spot. All I can say is the past three days have been completely chocked full of fun, hugs and Ice Cream! I love my friends here!! :

I left the world behind,
settled into suspicion,
caught the wind on my tongue,
tasted what it felt like to be free,
realized the propinquity I craved was littered with obstinate obstacles,
resurfaced with resonance,
I'm looking at you with fresh eyes,
the rise and fall of my existence lies in the palm of my hands,
the arduous emotion drawn from solitude I can bear,
impassioned by my strength,
I will discover the adulation you cannot provide.

It seems I can't go a day without hurting someone, one day maybe i'll learn from my mistakes. Here's another poem:

Past the initial sting,
beyond the stage of loneliness,
I am healing,
it won't be long,
regaining my balance,
pushing away from the sorrow,
for a slight second my heart ached,
learning to be strong again,
I left you at the table,
where I let my cards fall,
slid into oblivion,
for once it felt nice,
emotion took hold,
I was lost for a moment,
I found the solace,
saved everything I am,
savoured a succulent thought,
I can ignore now,
I hope one day,
you'll dream of reaching for me,
and I won't reach back,
tell me how good it feels,
maybe then you'll understand.

This one is in the process of being finished, here's what I have so far (it kinda blows!):

Beautiful Being,
Kind Creature,
I can't shelter you forever,
I could never love you like I should,
my seas of green,
would cloud with black,
if your vital presence were ever to fade,
can you linger without my deepest affection,
the agony in your eyes,
is the destruction I feel inside,
what words can I say,
when all the right ones swam away.

Here's a couple i'm in the process of working on, kuz they aren't that good yet! :

All the excellence had to end,
I never imagined i'd lose you,
not this way,
I awake again,
to another quiet passage,
I attempt a shot at a new day,
nothing's felt quite right,
not since your departure,
I can't fit right inside my own skin,
you had no idea,
what mess you left a wreck,
i'm struggling to keep still,
ignore the thoughts that try to overtake my mind,
the mistakes you made,
with an intoxicated conscience,
it doesn't make any sense at all,
maybe you tried to fill a void,
one that's not so clear.

and the next one:

there's never been anyone better,
you've entangled yourself in me,
the ease I feel tonight,
a wide grin formed after contentment burst within,
it's spreading rapidly like a lovely disease,
everything glows and blooms at my feet,
I only know you feel it too,
afraid this scandalous love will quickly fade,
I was left dizzied,
my longing lips awaiting another kiss.

Here's one I wrote today:
Where did we begin,
one night drew to a beautiful close,
the way you held me in your arms,
the sweet way you slept,
and the sun rose,
your actions seemed so misdirected,
you ran away,
I was shrouded in lost thoughts,
where does that leave me now,
with no kiss goodbye or a clue,
to how your feelings changed overnight,
I became a navy pool,
every hope inside me failed,
you knew how to draw me in,
I was released without my consent,
left with the teasing remininsces,
and the bitter cool ache you left behind,
knowing the words I longed to hear,
never meant anything,
after my heartfelt confession you said "I feel the same",
and grabbed my hands and pulled me to you,
your touch sent ripples of ice down my spine,
and I was yours,
then the moment breaks,
the delight is shattered and i'm alone once again.
- The things I come up with can be so damn depressing!

Let's see how well this works out. I'll try and post poetry that i'm working on here or recently finished poetry kuz I want the whole world to recognize, that's right.